niche weirdo

I'm having fun these past few days creating props for my dungeons and dragons game.

I'm nearly done tapering off a medication that legit saved my life a couple of years ago but also kind of sapped the life out of me at the same time. I'm glad that it did what it needed for me, also glad I could recognise maybe it was no longer helping me in the way I needed most, and to have those open conversations with my doctor. It's not a straight trajectory, these things never are but seems like the right thing and I can easily reassess.

I'm having a bit of a mare with the wheels - a very medieval problem. But I'm also enjoying that; having ideas about alternative and testing different materials, combinations of things to make the mechanics work

it's nice to feel creative again, and to get absorbed into things that are not on a screen.